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]Not a therapist, you need a psychiatrist. One who can counsel you and prescribe appropriately and use different forms of therapy targeted at your severe depression.


I'm afraid to spend money right now. Lets table this discussion until I get an idea of what WAH's next move is.

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No one is yelling at you. But you see how you answered my questions above? You did t answer the actual question. You just made a gloom and doom statement. I asked you why you can do to take control of your life that’s in your power? Why can YOU do?


Other than filing for D which is me taking control of my life I don't know. I'll have to think about this.

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You seem pretty resentful of your 14 year old daughter because she is stunning and gets it’s of attention. Your child I’m sure can sense that. If she is an actual mean girl, that’s where you come in to help her show kindness and acceptance of others. Is she just gorgeous or is she mean to others too? It’s not fair For her own family to resent her for being beautiful . Ouch! But if she’s being mean, that needs to get nipped in the bud.


I was working on fixing my relationship with her until she distanced herself from me before moving in with WAH. S19 was even getting closer to her before we moved. I was making progress until D14 chose the bigger, nicer house and then it was back to square one. She's not mean but she does hang out with mean girls. I've tried to keep her grounded against her getting special treatment. She's drawn attention since she was a baby. Wasn't a problem until she started school.

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Good for you! You recognized a trigger! The internet! Now get off of it! Delete all social media. I need a break sometimes too. Just take the action!


I wasn't on it much yesterday. I'm anxious about the D. Anxious about having to testify in court. Anxious about seeing him. Wondering how he will react. He's got a bull dog for an attorney so I'm afraid of her. She's going to shred me.