Have you ever sat down, and literally took a pen and paper and started listing out your blessings? Human-beings often focus on what we don't have. When we have so much to be grateful for no matter what we may be lacking.
Want to cry. This doesn't help me because I think everything is going to be taken away from me. It's a self fulfilling prophecy because I lost my WAH. I pushed him away until he got sick of it and left.