Hi Blu! It’s nice to hear from you. I’m doing ok, all things considered. It’s interesting for me to realize that this is has been going for so long (sooooooo loooooooonnnnngggggg) that I’m just used to the feelings that come with each aspect. Most of the time now, when H walks out the door, I’m ok. But it’s these special days, holidays etc. that are still rough. Ugh. And now I have my birthday this week to contend with. H texted to offer to stay with D4 if I want to go out. It’s nice but obviously not what I’d want from him. Now I just need to come up with some plans...
Thanks unchien, I’m glad I could be of help or inspiration of any kind. I’m following your situation closely