I'm not crying anymore so that's a good thing right?
Crying is critically important. It is healthy to let the emotions out. Do it in private when it is safe. Feel it. I always feel better after a good cry.
HUGS
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712