These problems have plagued me my whole life. Always comparing myself to others.
That is alright. We all have been there at one point in our lives. You now have choice to keep doing this, or change. Sometimes change is hard. Sometimes it is easy. You just have to decide if you want to change.
HUGS
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712