Jealous of his new life with OW

[kas99]

Please, please, please help me get my brain unstuck but first let me try this again.

1) I love my job

2) I don't have time to be a helicopter mom

3) I don't want to date.

4) I am on the couch in a pit of despair (working on this).

I've got it in my head that this pit of despair won't go away until I'm in another relationship. That I'll be unfulfilled without a man in my life. That a good job, friends, kids and hobbies won't be enough. That I'll always feel this longing and when/if I decide to date the selection of available men will be nil. I'll be stuck on online dating where I get spammed by every creep within 30 miles.

Meanwhile....WAH has someone fabulous already.

Go ahead hit me with the 2x4's. I honestly believe everything I just typed.