Truth is, I’ve held on hoping that he would change back into the man I married or heck even a better version of him. And based on my husbands behavior, he hasn’t.
That’s the best answer I can give you.
You are a strong woman for holding out for this long. I am at a little over two months and I question myself everyday how I can keep going. It's always that little bit of hope that things will turn around.....
sending thoughts your way. wishing you the best no matter what happens with your H.