Then I just need to push through it until it happens. I always pay for the first meet up and I have only viewed one as a complete waste of time because she lied in her profile. I'm not bitter, I got the family home and got a great deal on CS. I just for whatever reason can't completely shut off 24 years of history. I'm hoping that my latest development is going to help push me in that direction.
There is no doubt you're on the right path and you will get there I am absolutely sure of it.
