Thank you, don! My biggest fear is actually not ending up alone..... it was always “is my kid going to thrive and turn out ok?” And to see she is doing so well puts me at peace. Nothing would mean anything in this world if my child wasn’t thriving . I put her first all my life. Another partner was never my priority. She always was
Maybe just maybe one day I’ll find a great guy. And I’ll have it all!
I have not made any single girlfriends. It’s easier to find a boyfriend. I have a full social calendar with work events which has been out of fun so far. I love my coworkers and we have fun together. They are all my seniors by at least 20 years and mostly married, but I enjoy their company. One is in her 50’d and single. She’s got a date like every weekend! I should hang out with her more.
My friend came over after my workout tonight and did my hair with her new fancy hair tool. She asked me if I heard from that last guy, which I hadn’t. Like 10 min after she left I got a text from him telling me he hopes I am well and wished me a very happy thanksgiving. Why? I do not know. I simply replied that I am very well, I hoped he was too and wished him and his family a happy thanksgiving. It was weird too, because in my class tonight there was a guy who looked just like him and It was kind of the first time I thought about him. This guy unfortunately was married, I looked for the ring, lol.
In January I’m going to get back online . Maybe I’m a masochist, but maybe I’ll get lucky