I've been back for two weeks and my W was different upon me returning. Sharing more, smiling more and she mentioned her feelings where "changing" and that she didn't know who she was - especially last winter when this all kind of started.
But it feels as though its back to where it was before I went away. She has checked in the last two nights to ask about our son and his toilet training but nothing about me. She hasn't asked to spend any time with me and she hasn't really said anything about her feelings about us.
Her ACTIONS suggest she isn't too interested in me but maybe I'm being too critical and expecting things to move faster if she is coming around. Our interactions are much better than they were and we seem to be getting along great - we even talked a bit about some sex stuff the other night which I'm surprised she opened up about.
I think I need to be patient. As Humble the Poet says: "We can’t see the future, and that simple fact is why we can’t get too excited or worried about a situation; we just have to let it play out.”
H 37 W 31 S 2
T: 7 M: 4
BD 12/18 Separated 2/19 Living back together 04/06/2019 W Moved out again 07/15/2019
