Not willing to quit

[Turbine]

Had a good Veteran's day with my daughter. Enjoyed the time and the specials.

House is listed and still full of stuff so the realtor isn't very optimistic. Wanted to list without interior pictures. I said show it all.

Comment from my wife about not needing a key was because I choose not to live there. No, I was ordered not to.

I'm not sure what she is thinking or remembering.

I still haven't figured out the detach part of this. I want my Mahal, my wife. Pretty messed up isn't it. I've been on this board for a long time and not sure I have made any progress.

Yeah, I still get those thoughts. Still won't act on them. Kids and grandkids... what could I leave to explain it to them. Also would she even care? Permanently removes any chance of R. I am sure that God isn't done with me yet.

I ran across an article about Carlos Santana. After divorce from his wife of 34 years (if I recall the article) he found Jesus and had tried to commit suicide seven times. None of them were successful. So, yeah, fight another day even if trusting the Plan is hard.

May all of you have a good thanksgiving. I will be hanging with my daughter and her BF. We will be enjoying some Cranberry Cheesecake frozen custard. Oh yeah it is as good as it sounds. If you like cranberry anyway.