Hi Gerda, I saw DnJ's list above. Yours is vicious, his was fast, and mine is (I don't know, maybe torn). I agree though. Each has their own special flavor.
You may not feel it, but I do think you are sounding better. Because you have lived this for so long, I think after you get through this last part, you will move from loneliness, to contentment, to happiness. I know you will.
