I absolutely do not want to just be in it for the kids. But I do want to protect them from going through this traumatic experience. It’s my parental instinct. I am accepting my fate more and more each day, and know it will be okay eventually. It’s just the unnecessary uneasiness due solely to her decisions that bothers me. Who knows what will Happen down the road, but I would bet there will be a knock at my door at some point. But I’m sure as heck not waiting around for that.
