CanBird -- Thank you for the reply, that is really sweet of you.
There are a lot of crazy stories around here, but only a few of us who had a live-in for as long as I did. I started posting in 2014, then left for a long while as the comments I was getting were confusing me about my stand. I came back when I got more desperate and made some really good friends who have helped me a lot. Though I must say that coming here does sometimes confuse me about my stand. I think my H is perhaps even more mentally ill than some of the stories you read here, but I am in a period where I am not sure of anything anymore, except my faith in God.
Anyway, thanks for the virtual hug.
I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord with courage. Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.