MC was ok . Basic start of seeing where we go wrong . Explaining traits and what each other sees as a healthy M .
I spoke to H about why I am not comfortable going to family events yet or ever . It really is about my own well being . I do not want to surround myself with people who do not care for me and have some harsh opinions of me .
Working on just being able to open up but being accountable for my choices. He can go to enjoy time with friends or family but I do not need to . I also feel a bit of tough love is in need . He broke this he needs to mend it and work on me being made more comfortable or go alone .
