I have been dark for 5 wks. I really am not at all pursuing but at the same time want to be loving. I don't want to Ml because I think he was cake eating, although I know he enjoys it.
When he 1st left that was 1 of his issues, not enuff ML. After he was gone for a month I tried to come onto him. He said, it is phony. You don't want me. Then I started doing the things he was asking me all along. Strip show, maid uniforms, blindfolds....whatever and he loved it. Why didit take for him to leave for me to do these things is his question? I just think that I really had no clue it was to this point. I really have learned a lot while he has benn gone. He says too little too late but we will see.........
