Hi Gerda. YOU ARE A GREAT MOM. I'm sorry you and your kids are going through this. As a mom (D3), my heart goes out to you and the kids. Gosh, it's one thing when our emotions run high, but to see our kids struggle is another pain we ache to comfort and wish them never to deal with.
YOU ARE listening and doing the very best you can under these unwanted circumstances. Know that YOU ARE a blanket for them and a rock. The way you handled that situation is amazing. I see your courage and applaud you.
I haven't read your entire sitch/history, but see you post often. I just wanted to reach out and say hello and send you a BIG, "YOU GOT THIS!!" ((((( HUG))))) from mom to mom.
Smile and know YOU can do this, that & anything.
Have a blessed day
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever