22 Years Gone Part 2

[rooskers]

How’s your D today?

D13 is doing great now that she is back home. Last night we worked on a science report together and all I can say is I have learned all I need to know about the genetics of redheads. We really did have a lot of fun working on the assignment and she was so thankful for the help she almost cried. The assignment had her really stressed out. I continue to teach her how to cook and so dinner was apple chicken sausages, yukon gold potatoes, and eggs. She really liked having breakfast for dinner. Each night we also go for a walk together which gives her a chance to talk and work out her problems. The sunset was amazing and so we sat and watched it together.

I’ve been meaning to ask too what you teach and what are your Ds favourite subjects?

I am a math teacher and D13 is in my algebra class. Math is one of her favorite subjects but she also likes science and art. We both took painting classes together this summer and I was surprised at how much we learned and improved. She has mentioned she would really like to take piano lessons with me next.

Would you even take your XW back?

I would never take back the person she is now. Would I take back the women I thought she was for most of our marriage? I am not sure I would because I am not sure that person ever existed. I ask myself everyday if the person I married was always like this and I just didn't want to see it. D13 said if I ever reconciled with her that is the day she would lose respect and trust in me. D13 feels like she has been emotionally abused by her mother for years and I would be betraying her if I ever got back together with her.