I feel ok . I just don’t let much he does effect me the way it used to . He was out pretty much all weekend doing planned GAL. One which I purchased for him . Mainly I just do my own thing if he wants to go or spend time with me he’s got to put the work in .
I still have not made any decisions regarding his family and friends . Half of me says go to events . Half says I don’t really like these people nor do they care for me so I shouldn’t .