I think I’ve gotten to a place of being so independent with emotions I don’t even attempt to bring anything up .
Tonight I went to GAL with kids . He said something before I went . Ask if I wanted him to go . I asked if he wanted to go . He said not really . So I responded then don’t come with us . Was not a mean exchange at all . Actually an honest one . But I noticed while I was driving I don’t really even invite him anymore .
The frightening calm is nothing he does even remotely upsets me . Indifferent to almost all of it .
