Yeah May - that's the thing. She's not acting like an angry stranger asking for a D. Maybe all WS do this at some point. Lately I've been struggling with deciphering whether she is just keeping me as a solid plan B, or whether her heart is fractured and she doesn't know how to rebuild. I know I'm not in a place to go NC or LRT. I do think I would be there if she were acting like a !@(#*&. Anyway, because I have no answers to this internal battle, I am focusing on what I DO know. And that is that my choices are my own, I control my own happiness, and I am extremely blessed to have everything in my life.
In other news. I am getting a hotel in the big city this weekend and visiting with my best friend that I haven't seen in 2 years! I live in a more rural setting about an hour away and she lives in another state. She knows everything about my sitch and is determined for me to get out there and get my "groove" back. I'm nervous and excited. I told her I'm definitely not ready or looking for anything with anyone else - but it would be super nice to be hit on (it feels like it's been forever)!!! Wish me luck. Also, wish me a sound mind so I don't do anything stupid that I know I would regret later! Eeek!
LBW 32 - me WW 31 T 7 M 4 No Kids 4 dogs
Separated 1y Navigating the mine field and GAL with or without
