Divorce because I betrayed her trust - PART 5

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Had a thought of guilt today that I'm not contacting W at all. Not asking her how she is, how she's getting on etc.
I am worried that she thinks I don't care about her, or maybe other people (family/friends) she is talking to think that I don't care as I've not "tried to fight" or whatever.
I do care about her, very much so. I do hope she is ok.

I guess this is normal. Just felt a bit anxious that I may be coming across as uncaring.

I've been doing well with GAL this week - gym 4 times so far, trip to London yesterday to meet a friend and watch a classical concert, plus this weekend is busy. So the PMA is still there. I just miss her company really.