Scout,

I agree with the others

your childhood may have set you up for the swim coach abuse issue and yes very brave to share

What I have noticed is most of my issues came from my early childhood and continued in different forms into teenage years and adulthood and Marriage
but for me everything started young like age 2 and under
Thats where we get set up with our belief system

This inner child work takes time and energy..go at your own pace..

you are still dealing with you H and once you get this part down you can diver deeper into your past if you want to heal deeper and yes this will help you in any future relationships
It will also help your child grow up healthier without the issues thjat held us back
one day at a time


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow