Divorce because I betrayed her trust - PART 5

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OK yes another good point. I just wish we could have gone to MC together. My IC offered for W to come to some sessions with me. Her words were, "Nope. Not interested."

One thing she put in the divorce papers was that she mentioned MC and I "refused and declined" it. I genuinely have no recollection of this. If she did, this was December 2017 (when she found the web page open on my phone). But then she never mentioned it after that. Not defending myself, just saying that I can't recall her saying this and found it frustrating that she didn't keep bringing it up. If she did then maybe I would have gone. I was too proud to go originally as I thought I'd deal with things myself (NGS - keep doing the same thing expecting different results). D'oh!

I have not been pushing this at all. I have been NC unless necessary, really since the summer. It does feel terrible sometimes. Other times I'm glad I have so much time to myself at this stage in my life as someone in their mid-30s.