Thanks for replying unchien, I appreciate the feedback!
I believe the statement I made about my H. I believe that I did things that made him feel unloved, and I believe that it is a part of the reason he left.
You are absolutely right that I am struggling with detachment in general, and even more so as it is in conflict with something I feel H wants from me. I also had all of the same reactions to my text exchange with him that you did. He was being distant/cautious and holding back, and also pushing for more of the convo and fishing for me to say more. He is definitely an emotional mess right now (he said so himself today) and I am definitely entangled. As I said, I admit I’m a bit lost right now. That is mainly because I’m so attached to H and enmeshed in his emotional roller coaster.
The roller coaster continued and ramped up today at our court date. I am exhausted and will post about that another time. I am beyond confused, more so then ever, and would definitely like some feedback.
