Well, then let's wade through this together! I have come a LONG way! My H and I are working on being the best of friends. Before, that wasn't enough for me. But, now I realize I need that foundation before I can get to the place that I want to be. I have had to learn patience. This was (is) very difficult for me. But, my H is seeing the difference in me, and he is finally trusting that it is for real!