Running out of time ... one month left! (part 2)

[Jac12]

And there's nothing I can do about it.

Exactly. I'm sorry you are going through this. I feel the same way that you do and I can't understand why she'd be ok with tearing everything apart.

But...I can tell you it get's a little easier every few months (sorry, yes, months) and if you work on yourself and make some positive changes in your life you'll be better off in the end. It's also quite likely the best chance you'll have of R.

Be strong for you kids and focus on the things that are in your control...your W is not something or someone you can control.