Divorce because I betrayed her trust - PART 5

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I know this all shouldn't bother me, but I really hate it all.
Worst year of my life but also hte best in some respects as I'm finally turning things around, but at the same time I feel W is totally closed off to me. I just have to sit out the storm and see what is on the other side.

I will just continue to have my picnic outside W's castle and keep the lighthouse going in the background.