Her moods do NOT affect me in any way. I’m worried about how they will affect our son.
Non of us are perfect. Our parents are not perfect. We all do the best we can with what we know.
Read coaches post about attraction again. Make plans to go to a parenting class. Tell W what your plan is. If she shows interest, invite her. You go regardless of her decision. Buy parenting books. Read them. Let her see you reading them. Leave them laying around in case she wants to read them.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712