That's true. I'll look at some examples over the next few days. Finding everything a real struggle today.
Ended up that she arrived at studio just as I was leaving. Tried to remain polite but she just ignored me again, won't look me in the face.
Later I see a social media post of a new drawing class and there she is laughing and drinking wine with new friends.
I know this is my own head, but everything in her life looks rosy, and I'm such a figure of hate. It's always been so easy for her socially, so much more of a go out and get it sort of person and I'm very much the opposite, really struggle with social situations.
Can't help but fall into compare and despair thinking sometimes
How do you stay hanging in there when it looks so hopeless.
How do detach when you are so attached, and detachment feels or looks so much like the end.
Having to really fake staying strong, think I'll go out and catch a gig later, try and distract.
