LH. I tend to ramble my bad. Her moods do NOT affect me in any way. I’m worried about how they will affect our son. Her affair (if she is in one) doesn’t bother me. Not at all. I’m worried things might escalate to a bad level.
I implore you to believe me. She is the type to play dirty. She has never REALLY loved me. She is hanging on because of my security. Last night was the first time I did something for myself because I wanted to. Regardless of how she felt about it. It was the first time she felt the consequences of her actions and her disrespect toward me. I’m not angry or bitter or sad. I’m content and happy
“Her crazy is out of control” was merely an observation. It’s like watching a machine self destruct. I feel very badly for her actually. I want her to be happy. I hope she can find that out there someday.
I’m just worried about S is all.
I also think it is possible that W would resort to underhanded ways to get S and all the money she can too
