Divorce because I betrayed her trust - PART 5

[DaB35]

One silver lining here - at work we got on the subject of the 1980s and I said I was feeling old when some of the younger colleagues said they hadn't heard of certain 80s songs. They asked me when I was born and when I told them I then said I was 36. Another person said, "Well, I'd never put you at 36. You look really, really good for your age! Well done!"

Nice little confidence boost there!

Another thing that crossed my mind is that W seems to have really affected chances of R as she has effectively broadcast what I did to her family and everyone in our friend circle near where we live. I know that it's only been 5 months etc. But just felt a little sad about that. If she didn't blow up and simply confronted me calmly, perhaps in front of my immediate family, then maybe things might have worked out differently. Now everyone who knew me in that area knows, in varying degrees of detail, what I did. Additionally, W has not heard about my IC updates so I guess is still re-writing history.

I know it's hard to predict what will happen in a few days let alone a few years. I'm just trying to stay the course with GAL, PMA, getting IC into practice and being generally positive.

Have contacted L about the finance order. Not an experience I'm looking forward to but there we go.

Right, back to the 80s music!