This morning as W was in the bedroom getting ready, I ran back in to grab my jacket and she said “we should go out for happy hour”. I said “that sounds good” and walked out. All I could think is that she’s still reeling from last night and trying to cover her tracks. I’m pretty sure she was expecting a text as my D and I played with her phone. It’s the only reason she’d rip it away from D like that. I missed my opportunity to confirm my suspicions. She’s going to be extra cautious now so finding proof just went from extremely difficult to nearly impossible. Maybe I’m too far in my own head right now and just spiraling. She mentioned sitting down to watch a show together the other night. At the time, I was ecstatic but held my composure and asked for a rain check. Now all I can think is that maybe I missed another sign and that offer was a cover too. I can’t tell if we’re actually getting closer or if she’s just pulling me closer to try and throw me off the scent.
