Thanks may ! Trying to take it easy . Another rough day but more positive today . I do have some GAL plans in the works ! Hopeful it will lighten up at work . Just really over worked . Nature of the job .
H increasing his time out of the house . I think he lived in a cave we called the master bedroom for weeks .He’s never been the home body ,I am . More let’s say appropriate time with friends . Watching sports . Meeting at a mutual friends house having a few beers and catching up . Better line of communication when he’s out but really I just leave him be and not smother. He’s been respectful with taking time with his friends . This is one of my 180s I want to stick . Not being clingy and allowing him to be himself . Nice to see depression lifted as he settled back into work and home life .
Marathon not a sprint for me . I think even with every positive step he makes that’s genuine I just can’t shake the fear or doubt in me . Like who was the monster for 5 months ? I almost recognized him but it wasn’t him . Crazy right ?
I will say one of the positives to come out of all of this is we have learned lines of respect and learning to understand how different we are . Allowing both of us to be more of ourselves . That me being a home body doesn’t mean he can’t have friends . Or him liking to socialize with the men doesn’t mean he loves me less .
