Thanks for the reply Gerda.

I live in CT. Luckily the needs of the kids are a big concern in most d's.

Also, a relative is my attorney. She is making sure my kids are protected.

Rn I feel I have completely let go of W. I continue to hold out hope that she will come around before D is finalized which will be at some point in August of 2020.

I know that she is still in replay but her reaction to having her plans basically crushed yesterday was not as bad as I thought it was going to be. I am seeing signs of the first awakening. Ea is still in picture so I know she's not there yet.

One of the things I'm learning as I work the 12 steps of recovery is that I can only live one day at a time. I try to do that. Also, God has already proven that the more I trust and depend on Him the better my life becomes.