Saw your notification and unfortunately, you will need to work with Sandi2 here, on the forum. Unfortunately, we do not give out our poster's personal info and/or contact information. The only thing that I would suggest is that you go over on the Newcomers' forum and post an SOS to her there and she will reply to you there.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
