So the day started off with me making a mistake on a home delivery and it being sent to the family house.

This wasn't great, but I contacted her by message to explain.

No response.

Then through the morning several messages back and forth regarding our business.
I kept all responses polite and brief.

Then later received a message that she was leaving now to drop some stock off at the studio with the erroneous delivery. She would leave in porch and message me that she had dropped it off.

I notified her that had returned to the flat to await a seperate delivery

W: "I will drop to the flat, but I do not want to speak at all"

Me: ok, thanks"

She arrives. I waved to let her know I had seen where she was parked. She looked away and opened the boot (trunk)
She said here's a few more bits of yours ,handing me a bag.
I collect the bags, she is actively refusing to even look at me.

I say thanks for this, she says nothing ,gets in car and she drives off.

Right now I can't see her ever even talking to me as a human being,
Demonization is really strong, knowing her , I don't think she will ever let this go.

I guess it's good to have zero expectations, just living the pain right now.


Bd August 2019 after 16years
S 12
D 6