I got a message from H late Saturday night. I guess his VA therapist got back to him, and instead of scheduling his next therapy session, they told H that he needed care beyond the scope of their expertise. So now H is getting referred to yet another doctor, and he's stuck waiting to be seen again.

I saw H again last night. He seemed a little off, but I'm not sure what was up with that. He started talking to me about his issues with the VA. He was confused as to why the therapist the VA sent him to wouldn't see him anymore. (This was after one visit.) Personally, I wasn't that surprised they referred him to a specialist. I just hope they don't make him wait too long to be seen again.

In other news, when I was at his house last night, I accidentally got H to laugh without trying, and he told me goodnight for the first time since BD. Baby steps, I suppose... I'm trying my best to detach, but it's hard when I know a mental health issue is at play.


BD: 9/8/19
Seperated: 9/13/19