Shame and devastation 2

[Jdevast]

Yes.
On some level I'm stuck on wanting to control what is happening, control how she feels, turn time back, make her love me again etc etc.

It's a loop I'm stuck in, I'd like the woman I love to love me back.

None of this is in my control.

Trying hard and coming up against a brick wall in detaching and letting go.

Feels so counter intuitive. But many of my issues stem from ,lack of confidence, fear based thinking, wanting outside validation.