Am I at full forgiveness yet? Not sure. I don't know exactly what that is suppose to be like. I told him months ago that I forgave him. But don't think I really did at the time. Maybe I'm almost there.
A perfect answer.
I was in a similar position also. It’s strange that we don’t know what forgiveness is. What it feels like. What it is supposed to be like.
FWIW, forgiveness keeps growing. You live it.
Forgiveness is like a skill (kind of), it takes practice. You are there, and were there, it just gets better and stronger day by day. So when looking back it appears (to you) that you weren’t.
Grace you are doing very well, and that numb feeling does pass. We do stay detached; it’s just that something comes alive within us again. Keep feeding the better wolf.
DnJ
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.
