I keep wondering if I missed the window (2 weeks ago) of her initial separation withdrawal / bargaining phase where she was very emotional and wanted to move back home. She does not seem as emotional now about us or home.
But logically thinking, it would have been a bandaid for her, false R and most likely relapsed, since there is no personal growth / healing on her end to work thru issues and AP still in the picture. It would have put me back into daily chaos and hurt.
Looking ahead, I just don't know what else would change from here on out, aside from getting used to the separation and drifting further apart.
