J, very sorry you're struggling, but it's to be expected! Of course you're down, having to move your stuff is a real gut-punch that it's all real and not going away anytime soon. It's OK to be down and depressed, allow yourself that.
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I would like to think it's because it's emotional for her too. But she is showing no signs.
WAS's are masters of acting "as if". She absolutely is struggling, she just keeps it all deep within.
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Part of me feels she just dosent want to face any of the reality, I have no idea whether she cares or not.
Not sure it matters as it's not like she is going to change her mind.
Yes she cares, no she's not going to change her mind anytime soon. It may happen later, but not right now. These things have to run their course.
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How the he'll do i keep a Pma or make out this isn't bothering me , on the day I'm walking away from the home, my family and symbolically my wife?
Sometimes you just can't. It all sounds good on paper acting like you are fine and happy moving on, but in reality you can't mask your real feelings from someone who knows you so well. Just be you. Try not to have a mental breakdown in front of her, but she knows you're sad and you're not going to be able to completely conceal that fact.
