I can't get any other lift unfortunately, I'm broke and really did isolate myself down here.

Trying to hold it together.

How do i try and play this when I see her today?

Calm and collected ? positive? Should something be said about how I didn't want this.

She seems to think this is all hunky dory, I don't want to show her how upset I am but I feel she needs to know I'm not ok with this.

Is it best to just keep my mouth shut?

She's just texted to ask how it's going.

Not going to reply immediately, but what do i say " fine thanks, nearly done" perhaps?

Bd August 2019 after 16years
S 12
D 6