Had a good Halloween with the kids. Wife seemed happy. She even teased me a bit with a joke about cleaning up with the kids.
This morning I'm in the family home alone packing my things ,trying to seperate our shared belongings. She's chosen to go out as she didn't want to be here.
I would like to think it's because it's emotional for her too. But she is showing no signs. Very matter of fact. " I don't mind what you take etc, not going to argue over anything, half of it is yours but you understand why I don't want to be here"
Part of me feels she just dosent want to face any of the reality, I have no idea whether she cares or not.
Not sure it matters as it's not like she is going to change her mind.
She will come back later to give me a lift.
How the he'll do i keep a Pma or make out this isn't bothering me , on the day I'm walking away from the home, my family and symbolically my wife?
I feel all of this just cements her moving forward having all reminders if me removed.
