My oldest sat next to me, she's 18 now. She told me she'll be back later tonight, I got a emotional because I remember going with her when she was a little child. She asked me if I wanted her to stay, I told her no.

Then I teared up, it's my last Halloween as a family, with my wife. I've been good about not crying for a bit, but man this is so hard. So freaking hard.