I will say that our brains work in weird ways. Now that you have him back, your brain is looking for negatives. I know how this works. I notice how well you realize what is going on and you're able to articulate it, good for you. I would go slow on the increase in "needing him" just like you are doing.
Just wanted to send some support your way!
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.
