Hey guys. So it's officially been over a week since I've spent any time with ww. Longest we've spent apart in almost a decade. Ironically, today marks the 1 year anniversary of BD "I have feelings for someone else". Stupid Halloween. Her favorite holiday and quite obviously, my least favorite. However, I am not going to let some stupid date on a calendar ruin a perfectly rainy day here in Tennessee. I am enjoying everyone at work all dressed up and festive. Still not sure what my plans will be for the evening, but either way, I will try and enjoy the day.
In other news, ww and I have still been talking via txt and calls quite frequently. I don't know if she is still in comm with AP, and I haven't snooped to find out. I think I'm finally starting to build some walls of protection for myself. Boundaries. I keep repeating one of the suggested replys to her on here and it has become my mantra.
"Given our current situation, I don't think spending time together is a good idea"
It's baby steps for me. I have discovered that I need to work on the unhealthy attachment we both have for one another. Regardless of whether we decide to R, it's not a healthy level of "neediness". Throughout the years, we somehow managed to move from being an excellent team together, to relying on one another for emotional support and happiness. Anyways, I am still focused on enjoying my life without her. I hope everyone is having a Happy Halloween!
LBW 32 - me WW 31 T 7 M 4 No Kids 4 dogs
Separated 1y Navigating the mine field and GAL with or without
