DS and T, your support means everything. Thank you. The reminders about what to do with the anger are extremely helpful. I have managed to unleash none of it on W so far.
Except I did briefly snoop on her computer. Still no access to messages so it's largely useless, but after our talk yesterday I knew she was likely looking at travel plans. Well, lo and behold, she has booked a ticket for $650 but not to Vegas like she claimed. Some city I have never even heard of (and I am good with geography) in the most random state you can imagine. This is more money than I think I have ever spent on one plane ticket, outside of international travel. And it is for one weekend. I also asked her if she had discussed the plans with the guy last night as she said she would, and she said no, she hasn't made any plans yet. Another lie for the books. As everyone has told me, the slow watching and waiting will always turn up the truth. I just can't fill in the blanks quite yet. None of it makes any sense. But you don't spend that kind of money to visit friends, right?
