Ok I feel compelled to ask to sit down and talk with her.
So instead I'm posting it.
I would like to tell her yes I love her enough to let her go.
I would like her to know that the person she is now is the person i fell in love with.
I would like her to know that all the times over the last year I was grumpy or jealous about her going out was because I missed going out together with her as my partner In crime.
I would like her to know I was saddened by the fact she didn't pick up the guitar I bought her last year until our breakup
I would like her to know that I think her singing voice is beautiful
These are things I would like her to know.
If the split is forever at some point she should know.
I guess I just don't know if it's forever or not. If I drop the rope and move towards acceptance is it not better to not leave things unsaid or is it preferable to keep validating never bringing this stuff up.
