Hey guys. I needed to take some time and sit with my feelings and figure some stuff out. I think you guys were right. I think I was mostly done. But not completely. I think I was trying to fool myself and you guys too (unintentionally).
A major upset in our M from the beginning was the lack of money. She has been very stressed about money lately. I took a second job that should pay very well and bust the log jam. My schedule is this
6:30 am up out the door drop off S at school and head to work 5 pm clock out race home shower shave and out door to Job 2. Clock out of job 2 at 9 pm and head home eat and crash. This is 7 days a week
Now she is complaining that I’m not home enough. I’m tired of being around her. She makes me miserable. I FEEL ready to have “the talk” because I see nothing improving until we do. It has to go one way or another. We are out of time. The only thing that I’m not looking forward to is child support. Kansas is a no fault state and even if custody is 50/50. Man usually has to pay child support
I also don’t know how I would have S with my work schedule
Please help. Cause I want to be done. I’m miserable. I’m willing to try if she is. But I’m done otherwise. I’m just so tired.
